dere are so many things i m thankful for since i've got back. wot cums to my mind immediately is my wonderful family. Though we're going through a tough tym ever. We are
here for each other.

but mostly, wot i m most grateful for is de only one thing in life dat i couldnt live without- DA GRACE OF GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he has been my sustenance day in and day out. he's held my hands, given me strength n reminded me i'm not alone,(nt even a sec)
Jesus, where wud i be wifour yr great love?perphaps i' m burning in hell and be tortured.

i wish i could bottle all da wonderful things and da beauty dat YOU've made and sent it to da whole while world.

Dis has been a crazy month for me. mah emtions hv been up and down. everything is such a big deal for me.and it's had me pretty scare many tyms over da past whole month. but my heart feels settled when i read da word of God. he's with me everywhere, i shall not be afraid.
we've da mighty warriors wif us.


God has brought me through so much just to get ready for everything dat i m experiecning rite now and in da coming days.

i wish i could see da rainbow. i wish i could see the rainbow in Perth even it's still da same rainbow.
u noe,the world is full of sin. im nt an exception too. i see it in myself every day, and it pains me to realize how little i obey da God i luv. but God is merciful to us.

once upon a tym, He got fed up wif da sins of his creation, and he killed dem all off. all dat is, except for Noah and his family. and wen they came out of the ark, and Noah made an altar to da Lord, he made Noah a promise. he promised dat even wen our sinfulness becomes absoultely awful in His sight, he wudnt flood de earth n destroy us all. and as a sign of dat covenant, He created rainbow.

da Bible says dat everytym a rainbow appears, God remembers da promise He made.

He rmbs His promise to be merciful to YOU and i. we're no beta dan da ppl of Noah's tym. God is merciful wif me despite mah sinfulness.

I neva turn to God's word as quickly as I shud wen I'm facing trials, and I always feel stupid later for mah forgetfulness.

ive got a thought lately, wot more shall i pray for my dad and mum?i uphold mah mum and dad unto you lord. n i juz stuck dere. i hv no idea how to keep going for mah usual long and details prayers. dere's a pic in mah mind, i m liftin up mah mum and dad (high up) unto God. and let Him to deal wif dem. it costs so much pain to do dat.but i kant be bothered. cuz God is mah everything, he controls everyone. he's da master. i''ll gif everything to Him.

da truth is I HAVE NOThing But JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I tink vy few of us (although we claim to want it) r actually willing to live sold-out passionate lives for Jesus Christ. I noe da rewards r greater and joy is much deeper, but i also noe da sacrifices r much more painful.