i m so sorry, dis video has been cut off half. see. my blog is so lousy. ive gotta change it ASAP.
newaiz, wen i watched dat, wen Jesus started tolking to da little boy. mah tears juz lyk flood over mah house. it's so touching.



Have been looking for my ideal blog skin to replace mah current blog.
Wif no doubt, i m demanding and fussy.

i love dis blog skin is not only cuz of da babies dat i lyk. cuz de expressions of da babies represent mah feelings in mah life. Obviously i wont be smiling, crying, or frowning everyday.
wen i saw ds blog skin, "DAT's Da one"

days and nights are msierable for me. but Faith guides me and lead me.
Some silly thoughts lyk:
Will my dad be alrite?
Is my mum gonna do silly things?
When will be da time for mah dad to be saved?
When will he be touched by da Holy spirit?
Is my mum keep walking by faith and keep believing?
Will i not be seeing my parents by next year?
If my house left only me,how would i feel?
Am i gonna be able to stand firm when worse tym come?
Will i be able to be a testimony for god's people one day?
M i goin back to perth or other places?
Anybody else will understand how i feel?
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i can keep asking millions of question bout life and so on. but das wot god shows me
When Job lost everything. he's was blaming god.
it's a matter of choice. trust ot not to.
Surrender to God-All-Power!You will find peace and prosperity. Job 23:21

Hard times and trouble are God's way of getting our attention Job 36:15

Relax`and Trust God.
walk the walk and talk the talk.

Why do i need to tink so much and ask those kind of questions?i choose not to.
i can dwell in all those mystery each and every single day. but u choose not to.
satans will put all the doubts in da minds of everybody, to drag us down,to get rid of god in our mind.
at de end of da day, Jesus won. we ve gotta claim his victory.
we are powerless to fight in a battle wifout god!

even satans place a negative and suicidal thought in da mind of mum. God will tke it away in Jesus name. She's been saved. dat is one of da miracle. But god will have his way to deal wif my mum.
I wont be able to be besides her 24/7, i cant be her breath, i cant be her controller. i cant stop her from doing silly things. but God will has his power to stop her if it's his will.


MUM. how i wish you can be lyk dad to stand strong. i wish u will be a pillar of strength for dad as well. not only Me. cuz u and i Have the holy spirit as a gift from god.
Mum. uve gotta believe. uve gotta trust and uve gotta pray with faith instead of just praying.
mum, god is watching over us. leave it to god cause you can never bear dis burden on yr own.
nobody else can replace Jesus's love,not even dad. let god and let go.
Mum,
I simply Love you.