REJOICE in sorrow

REJOICE IN SORROW

well, das lots of you hv been asking me:hw's yr dad?

yea, i juz realized i didnt update da latest news right here.

Yes, Dad accepted christ last Wednesday.
dad
Rmb i blogged on Tue morning at bout 4 plus?
dad went into da hospital in da next morning at bout 8 plus. he was hving fever (41 degree). in de afternoon around 3 ish while mah aunti, cousin, mum and i were wif him. " i can't see clearly, it's blank and white" dad could hardly speak at dat tym.
and all da doctors gathered around him and dey were examining wot's going on.
but god is so good. he sent a pastor from hospital to speak to him.
pastor and mum were sitting besides dad (i was nt a witness by the way)

great things happen. dad Nod his head wen pastor asked him whether he wanna accept Jesus as his saviour and lord or not. followed by Sinners prayer. As he's lack of energy to speak up. he said da sinners prayer in his heart. pastor asked "did you follow me word by word in yr heart?" (nod his head)
phewwwwwwwww....................

Praise god for the awesome timing. i was overwhelmed by God seriously.
God is just so merciful, even dad was facing death, HE still ministered to dad. how wonderful God is???

Dad has brain infection due to da high fever. and according to da doctor. there's two black dots lyk sort of da shadows in his brain. One is at da front and de other one is at da back. if da two dots expand speedily. das a need to go for brain surgery which is a vital one and dey highly against it unless it comes to da worst stage.


he couldnt even tolk properly n u gotta sort of lyk guess wot's he trying to say.

it was reli pathetic to watch his condition deteriorate tym after tym.

he was just simply tolked lyk a kid on dat day. his eyes were rolling here and dere. and kept asking us "WHY?Why ? why mah fever never go down (he asked in a broken senetence)
and all da things dat he was saying didnt make sense. he behaviors simply freaked us out. you would probably feel absolutely helpless and heartaching.

mum didnt went home da whole nite. she sat besides mah dad de entired nite. next morning i went over and we took turns.


dad is in a so called "stable stage"

however, he's still greatly suffered from different kind of aches and pains. Headache is among de afflictions he suffered.
he could hardly eat and tolk. he can't even taste anything at all. he refused to eat anything- cakes, poridge, soup, rice......all sorts of food. he puked lots of times. das one of da reason he doesnt wanna eat.
he slimmed down heaps and heaps.

he just stop all the people to see him (obviously we ignore dis stupid mentality) sometimes he was too frustrated wif everything, (himself, surroundings and us)



try to imagine you are staying in da hospital everyday and you can't even walk out of dat tiny room and dere's only a tv, a bed, a little table above your bed. different variety of food but you just dun hv de appetite.
but thank god we've got da permission from him dat we could pray for him together, mum prayed for him, i prayed for him. das so sweet to hear from mum "i prayed wif him toegther jsut now and both of us cried"
it's alrite to cry, God heard your prayers and tears. he wont waste any tears and pain dat u are going through.

i am so glad dat god bless us wif a privilege to pray to him as One.
it's lovely.


Mum
mum was sick in da past week. meanwhile she's still hving a neck pain everyday. but she just couldnt be bothered to go for physiotherapy. but thank god i managed to persuade to go for it on dis coming thurs.
expectedly and it's understandable to see her cry everyday.
frankly, i could not understand or to ease her pain. but erm, God is de only healer. wot i could do is jsut limited.
she's praying everyday. but she's working on reading god's word everyday. she's exhausted every single day.
i tolked to her mostly at nite and she shared to me.

Me
Apparently i m pretty upset wif da whole situation.seeing dad and mum suffer from great pain both physically and mentally. Yet, i am so thankful dat dey gotta noe Jesus-our Saviour and Healer.
jesus is de one encourage me to persevere. he embraced me under his arms.
it's hard to say " lord, i am willing to sarcifice my everything included my mum and dad unto you" it reli took lots of courages to proclaim it to God.i did. and it's truly from mah heart.
everything / everybody belongs to God, we couldnt own it on earth. God can take back everything from us anytime. it's just a matter of time.
but dere's da good news.
i am gonna meet my parents up in heaven. it's such a angelic picture.


dese tyms dat i lost mah patience, i sort of lyk showing attitude to da nurses cuz dad's room was lyk a fridge. even dey ringed up sb to fix it. but it seems dere's no response. and i went up to dem and asked dem for da phone number of da aircondtioning department. it's just pissed me off. for i noe it's nt deir bad at all. but i just lost mah temper. sigh...i went home afterwards and prayed. i couldnt hold back mah anger concurrently. hence, i left.
yep, it's fairly distressing. whatsoever, God neva failed to show me his graciousness. his hands are intelligibly upon mah family. isn't it incredible?
Jesus love is always the most tender, gentle and delicate in times of trails and storms.
u noe it's reli amazing to see god works in a such way which is so authentic.


i've handed in de application for mah waiver. therefore, please pray for me. if it's god's will, he will definitely bring me back.

i bought few christians movies and some testimonies who recovered from cancers. hopefully god will use it to inspire him and cheer him up.