Tuesday, December 05, 2006

Tired.........

alrighty, i was glad to hv a chat wif lynn. arhh. das so sweet. she's da person dat i look up to, i m close wif, i m comfortable wif.......

mah dad might be able to come home from hospital tmr.therefore.i ve gotta be ready and standby.whenever he's going ring me and i'll pick him up. dad was crying to gandma lately. He's gonna miss me and mah mum.

u noe sometimes i m juz sick and tired of keep tolking bout mah dad and mum in blog. da reason why i dun wanna tolk bout dat is,das nth i can do except surrender to God. i was wondering WIll i be able to be lyk Abraham to offer His Son to God?
you may find it ridiculous, but it's all bout how much you love god?Do you love your dad and mum more than God?eventually i m nt sure whether i can do da same as Abraham. i m nt gonna lie or just promise n nod mah head :YUP YES YEA I WILL.
dis is something dat i m praying for. whatever it is. i pray dat God will offer me de unexpected Faith dat i m gonna have.

A great crisis would eventually admonish me not to disdain da value of life.so dat we kan compassionately live wif ourselves n allow da Holy Spirit to work wif special healing in hurts n confusions.
We also need to understand dis in order to not judge other ppl too harshly, but to hv patience wif deirr confusing and contradictory behavior(eventhough sometimes it reli pissed me off and i just wanna bite dem or even ask dem to get lost in da world). In so doing, we will be kept fr unfairly criticizing n judging fellow Christians.
c'mon dey're not fakes, phonies, or hypocrites. everybody are da same lyk you n me, wif hurts and scars.
To be honest, it's reli hard to tke it wen u meet sum ppl dat dey are nt friendly at all even dey are much older dan u
i hate ppl telling me : I'm dis . Is it da first day dat u get to noe me?
yea, i m nt tolking bout anyone specifically. but from experiences, dere's ppl lyk dis,
yea, i will see how godly wen u tolk bout godly stuff or worship god lyk u'r gonna sacrifice yrself to Him. but ppl will definitely look at da way you behave and live. i m nt trying to judge anybody. at de end of da day, God will judge us.i dun hv da rite to judge though.
PRIDE can kill you and i. No matter how generous you are,how much u serve god. but are u living a life for jesus? is yr character growing to be Christ-like.(das something i always ask myself)
u are reli testing my patience wen u tke Christians for granted. yea, lots of ppl were saved and dey are christians.
does it mean dat u dun hv to build a relationship wif dem or even ignore dem?
Man look, we've gotta stop being selective. Not be clickish or just dwell in yr own La La Land.



Proverbs 11:2
Too much Pride can put you to shame. it's wiser to be humble.
Proverbs 11:12
Mean-spirited slander is heartless;
quiet discretion accompanies good sense.
Prov 18:21
The tongue can bring death or life;
those who love to talk will reap the consequences.
Prov 21:23-24
Watch your tongue and keep your mouth shut,
and you will stay out of trouble.
Mockers are proud and haughty, they act with boundless arrogance.

do i sound a bit pissed?
nah, dun get me wrong. i m doing fine. i love my bro and sis in CHrist. (at least i m trying to even it's pretty challenging somtimes)

to conclude:Watch out da words from yr mouth. it can bring death or life.

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