Dad can cum home today supposedly. Nevertheless, he had fever still n gotta stay in hospital 4 one or few more days. ive been waiting da whole day 4 dad to call me and i would send him home.
da fact dat he coudlnt go back sadden him and he's reli frustrated wif everything and everyone cuz its da normal side effect of CHEMOTHERAPY.
went to see him during nite tym and he was completely demoralized.And he was pretty turbulent.he got frustrated wif everything. i wanted to soothe him despite his anger.

but i left him alone as i was asked to leave.

i feel so sorry for him. he was gravely ill. he puked and appetite at all.

o well, enuf for da sorrows.


YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU

Thoughts of today:
Do we luv only dose who luv us?

Do we luv only by the means the world luvs?

Mark 2:16
When the teachers of the law who were Pharisees saw him eating with the "sinners" and tax collectors, they asked his disciples: "Why does he eat with tax collectors and 'sinners'?"

On hearing this, Jesus said to them, "It is not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick. I have not come to call the righteous, but sinners."


Are you da one who are lyk da Pharisees?

1. Hv u been always just stick to yr buddies or yr love one?
2. how bout someone dat we dunno?
3. how bout someone dat u never met n dey are just right in front of you
4. Are you waiting for dem to approach you and expect dem to speak up first?
5. Or u even look down on da ppl who dun look good enough or not on yr so call "LEVEL"?
6. or will da fact dat dey are much younger or older dan u?cuz dey hv different skin color/race from you?or dey dun act or think lyk u and u tink dey are weird?
7. do u just follow da flow of yr emtions for today itself?is it sth bout u feel lyk doing or not?
8. are u juz hving fun and enjoying yrself and foregt da person who's actually right next tou you by themselves?
9. Didnt we miss da chance to build a relationship wif some lost souls or bros and sis in christ?

John 15:13
Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends.

I've asked myself, if ppl truly knew God, would we be like dis? Would we still be yoked with unbelievers? Would we still cling on to the world?

Do you only delight yrself in da Lord ONLY for da sake of da desires in yr hearts? When you see dose desires unfullfilled, deir delight in da Lord fades away. What does it mean to delight in da Lord?

Isnt it mean dat we hv to delight in HIS delight, Live in HIS glory,HIS kingdom but NOT da worldy Kingdom.

u might ask......

even if i dun tolk to dat particular gurl or guy, i m sure god will send sb to get to noe her/him and impact deir lives.

HEALO, How do you noe God is nt sending you to impact others' lives?

You'd neva noe How much God is gonna use you.

Is sb going to heaven becuz of you?or are u just telling God or others

OH, i hv all mah buddies and family going to heaven together,thus, i DELIGHT in da LORD ......!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

Matt 21:43

"Therefore I tell you that the kingdom of God will be taken away from you and given to a people who will produce its fruit.