Tuesday, March 20, 2007

i am so sorry for da Lack-of-blogging.
well, mah blog was listed as LINK SPAMMING by Blogger. How dodgy is dat?
therefore, i was nt able to publish entries.

well well well, i hv no idea where to start off..
first of all, just wanna let you guys know i am going for a mission trip in Beijing as a dance team in April.. there are 7 of us. we are heading to an Orphanage -http://www.chinaorphans.org/childrenstories.php

it's really a great blessing from God. as i always have the desire and passion to go for mission trip. GOd is faithful!!!!
Somehow God prepares my heart , i am not only going to receive but give. If you have a look of all the kids in the orphanage, it will be uneasy to see them.
Way to GO!!!!!!!! we are expecting the unexpected as a team!!

Dad has been suffering from high fever since two weeks ago. the doctor is still on the process in finding the cause for dat. most probably is the bacteria in his brain, it wouldnt stay for a certain part of the body for long and it once was in the tongue of his. and it turns all black. it's really horrible. right now we have no idea where is it.

dad is depressed since he has been in the hospital for more than 2 months.

please continue to pray for him.

Let me share something dat i learned these couple of weeks.
For those who dunno, i am attending a course- CLEANSING STREAM MINISTRIES (worldwide course, it first started in California)
basically, we have meeting every two weeks and at the end of the course, we will have a retreat.
what is cleansing stream ministries?
Clensing Stream Ministries is committed to partnering wif pastors and churches in teaching and training leaders and maturing believers in personal cleansing, deliverance, and spiritual warfare, so that they can be released to serve, minister and disciple others in the body of CHrist.
CSM is committed to and under the covering of the CHURCH ON THE WAY in Van NUYS, California.
this CSM SEMINAR is more than just the teachings, workbook, Discipleship Assignments, homework, small group meetings and relationships cultivated, Retreat and minsitry of healing and freedom received. "the whole is more dan the sum of the parts."dat perfectly describes the Seminar.

frankly speaking. it's pretty much a hardcore and intensive course, there's lots of readings and assignments. Moreover, all the materials and all the work- in- process is really inspiring and powerful.





The possibilities for offense are as endless the list of relationships, no matter hw complex or simple. dis truth remains:Only those you care bout can hurt you. you expect more from them- after all, u've given more of yourself to them.the higher the expectation, the greater the fall. Hence, we get offended....

But we didnt realise that we have fallen into satan's trap. we always put ourselves as VICTIMS..we tink dat we are the only ones who have been wronged. we are deceived , we believes we're rite even though we r nt.

Pride cause us to view ourselves as Victims, our attitude become I WAS MISTREATED and MISJUDGED, therefore, i am justified in my Behavior.
well, PRide hardens our heart and dims the eyes of our understanding. it also keeps us from the change of heart- REPENTANCE- that will set us free.

Thought sometimes we hide the true condidtion in our heart, but it is not hidden from GOD.

JUST BECAUSE WE WERE MISTREATED<>when the fire if trials hit u, these impurities surfaced. though hidden, they were visible to GOD, ALWAYS. so now you have da choice that will determine yr future. you can remain angry, blaming yr family, friends, leaders, pastor and the ppl u work wif, or you can see this dross of sin for what it is and repent,receive forgiveness, and God will take his ladle and remove these impurities from your life.

God doesnt mean to condemn us instead he brings conviction!!!!!!!!!

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