Christmas tym.............

I can't believe christmas is coming. it's been an entire different christmas for me.
every year we'd be having little party and hving lots of food. wot i'm trying ti say is
" i miss PERTH"

i just got home from dance practice.
it's reli challenging.
u noe back in FUzion TYm. we've gotta show our expressions and put a smiley face on.
things changes.
dis tym round you've gotta show your attitude. lyk rite before our dance pract, Christian gave us a lesson on how to be PROUD for Jesus.
he played some of clubbing songs and lead us to an emtions of anger when sb wanna BATTLE wif you.
"Dude, SHow me wot've ya got"
and you've gotta bring up de attitude which is reli a challenge for me.haha, i am always a smiling one and how can i show ATTITUDE?das nt mah rountine dude.
but he mentioned it lyk non- believers hv da mindset dat CHRISTIANS KANT dance.
"Excuse me, wot did you say? we're christians and we kan dance not for ourselves but for GOD!!"
and we need da righteous anger during da dance.
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@.@ it's lyk an extreme makeover on joey.but das true dat we are so proud to prove to the world that JESUS IS GLORIOUS. HE redeem us. wen he was crucificed on da cross, da satans and devils LOST. wen we persevere for GOd, we lack of NOTHING man.

BRING IT REVOLVE!!!!!!!!!!!we can do it. let's gp mad for GOd.

according to da doctor,he asked mum to prepare everything in case lyk all the money from dad's bank acc//.......
DOCTOR said "he's really in a worst stage and he might hv to go for a second chemotherapy and it depends whether he kan go for a bone marrow transplant."

dis news sadden mah parents again.
honestly, i was a bit pissed off.
why Can't you hv faith even it's lyk a mustard seed? DOCTOR is HUMAN dude. he kant change or even control or predict da fact.
GOd has his rite to give it out or tke ot back.
Faith is gonna bring you through. WHY would god bless you wif a suitable bone marrow. das absolutely wont be dere for NOTHING!!!!!!!
CLaim it claim it and claim it.
GOd has his plan. God is always good to us.

i noe i shouldnt hv dis attitude and blame anyone. but i was frustrated wif it.i hate all dose satans to try so hard and draag us down and destroy everything, but im not gonna let dem to do dat. cuz Jesus is voctorious.GET LOST>

i was frustrated wen i heard from mum dat my aunt and cousin and everybody were gossiping bout me. and it reli doesnt matter at da beginning but mah mum was influenced by dem. arhhhhhhh.
stop it man. stop gossiping, it's not true dat i didnt prioritise mah tym for dad. i m NT heartless.
stop telling mah mum all dose bull shit......i was reli pissed. we;re a family and you dare to destroy da relationship ? das ridiculous.
no matter wot, i still love all of dem. all my aunt and cousin and uncle and MUM AND Dad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i LOVE YOU MUM
I LOVE YOU Dad..

Merry christmas