TEARING.......




i m looking at da pics in lip eng's album, plus i was tinking perth da whole day. i miss Zion too much i guess. wen i look at da pics, mah tears just couldnt stop dropping. it's reli heartaching nt being around wif dem. nobody knows hw much everything, every scenery, everyone MEan to me. it's reli killing me deep in my heart.

LOrd, i m reli lost. i know i shall rejoice in everything and every circumstances. but i m serious upset wen i m going nowhere and i need you lord. you're de only one wouldnt leave me. i hvnt been crying for ages, but just looking at da fotos and i kant hold mah tears anymore, father,u noe exactly wot i m going through.

daddy, please help me and wipe away my tears. i m tired and lord, i need you to be with me, to renew my mind and strengthen me. father, i m nt gonna hide from you, i miss everyone in ZIon, u noe how much dey mean to me. u are de only one dat kan understand me. lord, i m cheerless since da first week of 2007. father, lord, may i find rest in you lord.


father, i love you more than anyone. i will soar wif u forever. father, please comfort me and lend me yr shoulder. father,I am nth without you. fahter, please be with me, even my heart is craving to go bcak to perth still. but lord, please correct my heart, i shall go for your will instead of mine. from da bottom of mah heart, da hope of going back to perth is still here. i m pouring out every thoughts of mind to you right now.
lord, please let your sweet anointing fall in mah heart. let your love replace mah bitterness lord.
father, i truly love you and longing to see you and what you're gonna put in my life.

father, i noe u won't waste all da tears and pain dat we go through. .lord, may you use all dese trails to strengthen me and train me to be a woman of yours. lord, i love you. i DO.
Rain down on me lord please. father, thank for being here for me. u are always faithful to yr children.
lord, please come and touch me again. rain down on me lord. Jesus, i am yours.